Yesterday wasn’t so good. :/ And to top it off, I have discovered I live off of my fear. If something bad happens from something I did, I (unintentionally) try to avoid it at all costs. Like talking to different people; if I get insulted or rejected, I no longer attempt to do it again. Same thing with dating. And now, telling my family things. Or just being around them for that matter. They tease me, make fun of me, and basically shred my confidence to pieces. So I noticed I haven’t been talking to them much. :I Oh well, it works for me!
Sunday, I had my relaxer touch-up and a little trim. My hair is looking fabulous! Wow! I thought I wouldn’t gain any length but now I know what to do to my hair. Wednesday night, I shall wash my hair and do a protein treatment.
I finally got a DVD player. I’ve been bugging my Miss Lady (mom) for a DVD player with a remote. I got the DVD player….no remote. So I hunted my humble home for one and BANG! I found one! I popped in my workout DVD and sweated my butt off! It felt sooooo good! I felt as if I just sweated away my stress/sadness.
I applied to a bunch of jobs today. I also signed up for Monster.com and CaptialAreaHelpWanted.com. I truly hope I get some responses.
Of course I’m having ups and down but all in all, my days has been good. My luck has turned upside down! YAY!!!
So I’m along with my Wish List Project, I have decided to add something else. Something called No Mirrors! What it does for me is to give me a surprise on my results. Hopefully I can do this! Wish me luck!
